Oh Lord, it must be getting to be "that time" again...

That would explain me having a mini-meltdown after George and Tiger left and my wet face now.

First the mini-meltdown of the other day....

Y'all remember my "epic struggle" with the toilet paper holder in the bathroom? It took me nine forevers and all kindsa BULLSHIT, including copious amounts of super glue, to get the stupid thing to stay TIGHTLY attached to the wall. Nobody cared, nobody helped me, it was alllll mine to fix... and to have and to hold til the end of eternity... or til a lil dipshit shows up, and was, admittedly, a sweetie to even ATTEMPT to hang a new roll of TP (being a tiny GUY and all), and manages to RIP IT OFFA THE WALL. (I won't eeeeven say anything about the fact that the roll was hung BACKWARDS!!!! *giggle*)

Talk about defeated. Between that and him drinking alla my iced tea TWO DAYS IN A ROW (and I didn't even get any of the second gallon), I freaked a little. Told Eric then that it may be pre-PMS. My one "bitchy" day.

Well, it musta been, cause now I'm losin' it again, because of Lonesome Dove.

I always get wet-eyed at this movie anyway, but I was reading IMDb about it and Tim Scott, the man who played one of the sweetest characters in this movie, Pea Eye Parker, is dead in real life. He died in 1995 of lung cancer.
I read that and I was gone....

Then, I'd stopped it when the Kiawa's went after Gus across the plains and he was gonna knife his horse in the throat. I fuckin' hate that scene, so I shut 'er down and went to bed (around 5:30/6:00am). I came out here, fast forwarded to just past the MURDER (of the horse) and got to thinking about Pea Eye, then next thing I know, July is blaming himself for the deaths of Roscoe, Joe and Janey and there I went again.
July Johnson is another love of mine from this movie. Such a sweet and gentle man to have such a cunt for a wife. I'm always glad when she bleeds to death.
He's there, digging and crying and blaming himself and it just tears at my heart.

So, between Tim Parker being dead for real and July flipping out, I'm having an interesting morning... lol.

One thing that makes me ever s'much better to have found out that Dax hasn't truly cut himself off from this masterpiece just because Robert Duvall says stupid shit. He was gonna, ya know. Dax got all het up over something political and apparently really stupid that Duvall said, went a little nuts and threw this movie out. I was floored.... Couldn't believe he'd do that to himself just because some "celebrity" is an opinionated dillhole. (I have no idea what Duvall said, either...)

I pleaded with him, via comments, to reconsider and think about what he was throwing away and why. Wasn't sure if he even heard me or not, but I hadda try. I like Dax (and this movie) waaaay too much to see that and say nothing.

Well, he's still got it. Or access to it, anyway. He watched it the other day, according to a post of his. I was so happy to read that, I almost grinned my face off.

Then, Acidman mentioned it, so, right after "Up in Smoke", into the VCR it went. My second movie of 2005. Only really bad part left now is Deets getting killed by that stupid little teenaged Indian asshole, just for trying to help that blind baby.
See why I say it's just a gooood idea to stay the HELL away from kids? Even back then, same deal. The ones who put the "children" in those types of situations are never to blame or be held accoutable. Oh, nooooo. That gets shoved all over those who may try to help somehow.

Myself, I'd have killed the whole bunch of them, for stealing, then killing, those horses. Starved, are ya's? Here, lemme help... bang, bang, bang. Now, they won't starve and Deets won't hafta be ventilated with that spear.

See how well my ideas work out? Why won't anybody ever LISTEN TO ME!?!?

*rotflmao*

Whew... I must feel somewhat better... now I can't quit giggling at what a supreme BITCH I am. And, I don't care, either.

Uh-oh. Jake is about to be hung.
Ya know... I do believe there is an element of revenge for that whore in Jake's being hung. Those guys know damned well that Jake was no murderer, no horse theif... but Gus hung his ass anyway. Had to be because of that whore. He let those Indians off, after they too stole horses AND killed Deets for no reason, so don't even try to tell me Jake was hung just for riding with those guys... nope, it was about that whore. Whom, by the way, this movie woulda been just fine without.

He here goes.... spurring his own horse....
Bye, Jake.
Ya died brave, anyway.

Okay... I've gotta start a pot roast. And, no, I do NOT mean "burn a bowl", which is also "roasting pot", I mean start dinner. (Althooooo, I may do both, come to think of it... *snerk*) They have these new "slow cooker" dinner kits and the pot roast one looked great, so I'mina give it a whirl. If nothing else, I can go on (and on and on) later about how I was cookin' dinner for about 8 hours, WHILE cleaning the house and taking care of the critters, etc, etc.
*eye rolling grin*

Know who else I wish I didn't have to look at in this movie? Angelica Huston. I don't like her. She's ignorant to Call, bitchy in general and she has that same big-nosed hatchet face my mother did. 'Course, next to July's wife, she's downright cute, but I still don't like either of these chicks. (Yeah, Lorena disgusts me, too, but that's because she's such a hard-headed bitch and caused all that trouble on the drive. Dumb bitch. Shoulda just kept her ass in LD, with Wanz.)

Anyhoo, off to the pot roast....
Be back later.

Posted by: Stevie at 01:43 PM

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