Okay. Now I have a real problem...
And, I don't like what I know to do.
I'm going to be as generic and "general" as possible in describing this situation. I'd almost rather not even mention it, but it's just so bam! boom! back and forth, that I feel whiplashed as well as beyond pissed. Jeezus. Not even sure how to start this... Okay. Lemme ask ya's this... if someone asked you whom, between Eric and I, they should even TRY fucking with, who would you choose?Me? Right? I mean, this is not news, is it? That if you fuck with Eric, you are dead to me? Well, this one person, who oughta goddamned know better anyway, I didn't specifically say that to. Haven't known him long enough yet to have had that conversation, ya know?
So, he did.
He, for a reason I do not have knowledge of, chose Eric to hide behind and lie about. Just the fact that I'm using the pronoun "he" is hurting my brain, this is SUCH a catty female cunt thing to do... God. I feel so fragmented with this shit... I never did tell him exactly how bad an idea it is to fuck with Eric, but then, he didn't seem like the kind of person such a conversation would be urgent to have with. (Man, that sentence just hurt my head , too....)
So, I kinda wish I could forgive him for that reason.
Then, there's the whole "It's a guy" thing, too.
But, ya know what? I can't.
And, right now, I kinda don't want to, either. I also wish I could forgive this because of our mutual friend, but, again... not this. Anything short of fucking with Eric and we can negotiate.
But... not this. *And, for the record, I in no way, shape, form or fit of rage, blame said mutual friend for this. I am beyond certain he did NOT have his hand shoved up this dude's ass, working his mouth like a ventriloquist's dummy. Besides, said mutual friend would cut his own tongue outta his head before he'd pull a stunt like this, so he had not a nickle in it.* For this dude to have arbitrarily pulled Eric's name outta his ass, to save his own ass, sucks. Especially when coupled with the fact that Eric has NEVER been anything but good to this guy. In fact, I heard him tell the guy that he didn't need to ask to use the bathroom, or for sodas or shit like that. He'd been here enough times to know where that stuff is and to help himself. So, he did. And then some. Now, I no longer trust him and the respect I had for him feels like so many darts, all shoved in my ass. So.
Now what? What would you do? Updated @6:00am 12/16....
Gee, all the insight and HELP I'm gettin' with this is.... fuckin' sad. 155 people a day and not one word. *yawn*
Thanks.
Fuck this. I'll handle it myself and just keep this episode in mind for future reference.
I really have learned a lot.
Yes.
From the staggering silence.
See ya's.
Comments
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Stevie,
I pop in and read once in awhile, good stuff thanks. When someone uses another to cover their ass it shows that they have no depth of character (Yeah I know i am just saying what you already know). Standing by my family is priority one for me, and I can see no other recourse for you. Mutual friends getting caught in the cross-fire should be protected, but if they have dirty fingers, tough shit. We can never know what is in ones heart until they lay it on the table. I imagine this wasn't worth the time to read, couldn't just leave it be.
"Slim"
I pop in and read once in awhile, good stuff thanks. When someone uses another to cover their ass it shows that they have no depth of character (Yeah I know i am just saying what you already know). Standing by my family is priority one for me, and I can see no other recourse for you. Mutual friends getting caught in the cross-fire should be protected, but if they have dirty fingers, tough shit. We can never know what is in ones heart until they lay it on the table. I imagine this wasn't worth the time to read, couldn't just leave it be.
"Slim"
Posted by: Slim at December 17, 2004 12:40 PM (tfMGP)
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Stevie,
I'd give the benfit of my (cough) vast (well, half-vast) wisdom but I don't apprehend enough of the situation from the post to say anythying cogent.
(shrugs)
Sorry.
I'd give the benfit of my (cough) vast (well, half-vast) wisdom but I don't apprehend enough of the situation from the post to say anythying cogent.
(shrugs)
Sorry.
Posted by: Blogdog at December 20, 2004 09:37 PM (ut7iu)
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Re: the Update: I'm with Blogdog. What the f$#*k is the problem already?
Hopefully by now it's been solved. But, jeeze, can ya not be so dang cryptic about probs that you want feedback on?!
Love ya!
me
Hopefully by now it's been solved. But, jeeze, can ya not be so dang cryptic about probs that you want feedback on?!
Love ya!
me
Posted by: Tuning Spork at December 21, 2004 12:05 AM (D24SK)
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