I know I said I was done, but David Gates just made me cry...
He's got such a beautiful voice. Must be why I still love Bread so much...
All your life you've waited
for love to come and stay,
and now that I have found you,
you must not slip away.
the words you've heard before,
but Darlin' you must trust them just once more. 'Cause m'baby goodbye
doesn't mean forever.
Let me tell you goodbye,
doesn't mean we'll never be together again.
If you wake up and I'm not there,
I won't be long away.
'Cause the things you do,
my goodbye girl,
will bring me back to you. I know you've been taken,
afraid to hurt again.
You fight the love you feel for me,
instead of givin' in.
But I can wait forever
while helpin' you to see
that I was meant for you and you for me. So remember goodbye
doesn't mean forever.
Let me tell you goodbye
doesn't mean we'll never be together again.
Though we may be so far apart
you still would have my heart.
So forget your past,
my goodbye girl,
'cause now you're home at last. Between the last scene, where she finally knows Elliot is coming back, then this song playing.... man. Oh well, crying IS the easiest way ever invented to remove masacra. (Yes, I actually did a light make up today... cover stick, compact, mascara and a little blush... shut up.) (Hey, my hair is still curly from yesterday. Whadda ya want from me?)
Really wanna barf? Just think... I'm about to do nail tips.... Ya know, there is one other thing I nearly mentioned last post, but it could be a post in itself, so I didn't.
But, I will now... It's in the EP.
(Moved on 11/9 at almost noon)
One job I no longer want and even wonder now how I ever did for so long is dairy farming. I no longer want to milk cows. It's hard, it can be painful in more ways than one and I hate nearly everything about how it's done. I don't agree with the way cows or calves are done. The cows are not allowed to be cows and the babies get taken away from them immediately and it all just sucks. I was somehow able to swallow it all or look beyond it when I worked for Wally, but it's allllll coming back to me now. I don't know how I did it.
I guess he just had my head that fucked up.
Wow. Honestly, it was all worth it though. I found Heaven in the middle of that Hell and the Heaven I mean is Eric.
One thing I've always known is that everything I've done in my life, every mis-step, every "mistake", everyTHING I've done has led me to where I am now, so how bad could it have really been? I'm still alive, mostly sane and lookit me now. Winter is almost here and I'm not suicidal.
Amazing. Got my car back, my hair "styled" for shit's sake, wearing makeup, about to have long nails.... WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME!?!!? I half love it, half wonder what the fuck's goin' on here... lol.
Weird.
(Yes, that I definitely am...) Don't wanna milk cows and be "one of the guys" anymore. I suppose part of that is the realization that I have nothing to "prove" to Wally. Never have, never will. I couldn't prove SHIT to him about anything, not even with Vince Bugliosi helping me, so why ever think about it or him again? Know what I mean? "The chick, she is a-changin'..." Anyway....
Oh hell. I just realized something.... I didn't put "Max Dugan" in yet, because I got sidetracked by Gary Busey in "The Buddy Holly Story", which I love, but I'm gonna hafta end it early or I'll just wind up in tears again.
Happens every time.
When he dies, I cries....
Same with "La Bamba". But, daaaaamn.... Gary Busey is compelling to watch, especially in this role...
He IS Buddy.
Gives me goosebumps. Okay... is there any such a thing a "post" menstral syndrome? My terrorist pal is gone again for another month and yet, Mikey had to "save" me last night from "The Green Mile"... he showed up just in time to stop me from drowning in tears over John Coffey, then "The Goodbye Girl" just got me and I know this movie will too, if I'm not careful, so what is THAT about? Why am I a waterworks all of a sudden? Why am I feeling stuff so intensely?
It's beginning to drive me a little nuts... (er). Alrighty then... I'm outta here again.
Told ya I'd be back...
And,
I will be again. Peace
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Bread. Word.
Posted by: Marcus at November 06, 2004 06:49 PM (Q6yBO)
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