Good goin', Dipshit...

Tell 'em to "stay tuned", then don't post for over 24 hrs. *slaps forehead*

Sorry.

I don't know what ails me. I'm kinda tired, kinda wanting to finish cleaning (HA! That'll never fuckin' happen...), kinda silly, kinda Miss Cranky-pants... kinda schizo, I guess you could say.

Let's see... where did I leave off? I know it was prior to the pumpkin hayrides... I did a buncha them yesterday. Three, I think. New pumpkin patch, slightly different route. Some chick left her stupid baby stroller here, after I made sure to bring them right back to where she'd left it. Hope the damned "binky" wasn't in it... *giggle*

Ummm... what else? House is mostly clean, just need to finish the wash and do some detailing-type shit.

Still haven't actually driven the Bird yet. Still need to at least put the tranny fluid in and the hood on. They kinda frown on driving around without them, I'd imagine, here in the Commonwealth. In fact, it was an improperly closing hood (that was, in fact, ON the car) that got Officer Blanchard so interested in me lo, those many moons ago. So, let's just not even start with any "hood" shit, shall we... not? Good.

Speaking of the moon... M-O-O-N, that spells moon, Tom Cullen, Nick... but, I digress...
The eclipse....
*yawn*
I really had to wonder why I was out there, freezing my feets and boobs off when, first off, it was cloudy and second, when I could see the moon, it looked relatively normal, like a quarter moon, or whatever. It wasn't red, or blue, or plaid or green cheese. Whatever.... "Goin' back in, now..."

Haven't trimmed any more hair... yet. I have a really solid idea of what to look for, how to correct it if need be and when to do it, so I'm leaving it be for now. I'll be washing it probably sometime before the end of this day (if I don't just wig out and do it later this morning. I only have 6 hours til my first hayride...) and I'm gonna do any cutting then, while it's wet. I've been just cutting random hairs that need it, dry, while I'm curling it, but... that's not the best way to do it. Actually, doing it yourself AT ALL is not the best way to do it, but, tough cookies. Or shit. Whichever you prefer.

I've been trimming my own hair and doing my own nailtips for so long, it's pretty easy. Speaking of which (the nailtips), I am gonna put them back on sometime soon. I was waiting til after the Bird was done, in case I got to get greasy, 'cause if you're getting greasy, breaking nails, even fake ones, is almost required... like bleeding is if you want the car to run when you're done working on it. Anyhoo, if I suddenly become dyslexic, you'll know why.

Also, while I was driving the tractor yesterday (had my favorite Oliver, the one I call "Mr. Douglas"... think Green Acres), I was thinking about a lot of stuff pertaining to last weeks mini-drama and I like where my head is at about all of it and I do wanna write it out, but... now is not the best time. There's a little too much of the Miss Cranky-pants aspect in my head to be able to express it the way it really feels, so.... Hopefully, it'll come out. Soon.
(Bare bones... I've learned some things and I had such a growth spurt, I could almost literally see it happen, like I shot up another three inches or something...)

Also, it occured to me that I'm getting a lot of the coolest things about myself back these days. From the haircut, to the car, to the TV shows of my past thanks to TVLand, to having horses... just all kindsa ways.

One thing about it is I wanna thank God for it all and acknowledge my appreciation of it all and equally as important to me is to make it known that the only and the best difference between when I had all these things before and having them back now is Eric.

Being able to share this with him makes it so close to perfect that, before- like last year, even- it would have scared me half to death. But, now, for some reason, I'm not scared. I know it's not perfect, either, which is fine with me. I never thought I'd even get this close, ya know? I'm just glad it's not freaking me out beyond making me feel aspects of happiness I didn't even guess existed...
Very strange, after the life I've... lived?... been through?... survived? Yeah, alla that and then some... *grin*

Anyway and on that note, I'm outta here. Gotta house to tweak, a cuppa coffee with my name on it and, besides, I hafta pee.
TMI?
*giggle*

Peace, y'all...

Posted by: Stevie at 02:45 AM

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1 Don't feel bad..I had too much coffee before I got here and had to take a piss twice while reading We've finally gotten settled in Germany and I finally got a new blog up and running...it's good to catch back up with all your doings..I always enjoy the read when I stop by.

Posted by: Sandy at October 28, 2004 04:11 AM (FU4W2)

Posted by: Mad William Flint at October 28, 2004 09:17 AM (/j9KS)

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