I'm still alive....

I'm just not exactly sure why.
I'd rather not be....for now.

The knitting needle from Wednesday dissipated somewhat and became, instead of one knitting needle jammed in my sinus, a bunch of accupuncture needles stuck in my face from my top lip to my hair line and from temple to temple.
I've been living on Nyquil and Coricidin D, oranges, those Ramen Pride noodles, coffee, cigs...It's breaking up, so I think I'm gonna live, but...Christ. Right now I am sooo HOT just walking past the thermostat makes the heater shut off. I washed my hair yesterday and it feels like it hasn't finished drying yet. Sweat. Ugh.

Tell ya what....you see anybody walking around snufflin', hackin' or even looking just a little 'off'....RUN!!!! Do NOT let that person even breathe on ya.
I haven't been sick once, that I can remember, all winter. You can bet yer sweet bippy I won't forget this. It's like every cold I shoulda had all winter rolled into one.
Let's put it this way...I feel so shitty that it's already occured to me how freakin' GREAT it's gonna be the first day I don't feel like this anymore. I hope it goes away as fast as it hit.
I sat there (well...HERE) Wednesday and could actually feel it getting worse. Usually this shit kinda sneaks up on ya...but this time, every swallow was worse than the one before, my nose started it's shit, I was getting hotter and hotter and....Gawd.
Yesterday, I just stayed asleep as much as I could. When I did wake up, I'd try to get something useful done...maybe feed the cats, take some more Nyquil...I didn't make much of a dent, though, in this cold or getting shit done. I did, however, read all of 'Carrie' and parts of two books by Ann Rule. Also finished "Wired" about John Belushi.
Which reminds me...how is the woman who shot him up not still in prison? It IS against the law to go around injecting people with drugs unless you're a doctor, right? Yeah...well...she did 18 months for killing John. Whatta joke.
Oh well...all I can do is hope her life sucks dog balls, so...I do.

My lungs itch, too.

I think I'm gonna go stagger back to bed for a while, after making a piss stop in the bathroom.

Hope I don't THAT backwards.

Peace

Posted by: Stevie at 06:31 AM

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1 hi my love ihope you feel better when you wake up it is real nice out so maybe that will help .i dont know what time i will be in for lunch but if you see this before i get in just want you to know that i love you very much.

Posted by: always yours at April 09, 2004 09:10 AM (uhVof)

2 And if a comment like that don't make ya feel better, nuthin' will!

Keep feeling better toots.

Posted by: Light & Dark at April 09, 2004 01:16 PM (+DtQ/)

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