Still workin' on it....

And, that applies to several things.

Still workin' on "The Guitar Man".
Still workin' on the house.
Still workin' on dealing with my neurosis.
Still workin' on breaking the record for the most consecutive times anyone has ever listened to Def Leppard's "Vault".

As for "Guitar Man"...
It's coming along.
If I have it calculated right, there will end up being 40 links.
Or so.
Hence how long it's taking.
Let alone the fact that stupid shit like "life" and "having to sleep and shit" keeps interrupting me...

As for the house...
What is the mystical force that drains my energy and channels it into the house becoming messed up faster than I can clean it up?
Christ, man.
Today's the day, though.
For sure this time.
I'm workin' a deal with God about it.
If I do my shit, He hasta do His and make this thing happen for me.
'Cause, if it doesn't, there are things in the air that may cause me to lose my shit beyond all repair without it.

I'm just sayin'...

As for my neurosis...
It's ingrained, but not necessarily true in all cases.
It's just that it may be in this one.
Looks like it, so far.
And, if it is... no telling what I'll end up doing.
It won't be pretty, whatever it is.

As for Def Lep...
Thank You, God.
One more thing (as in: "this makes two") I know I can trust to be there, always.
One more thing (again.... as in:"this makes two") I have to cling to.
Def Leppard and Gut Rumbles.
And, I know Gut Rumbles will always be there and that I can trust that because it's (partly) me doing it and I have no intention of ever stopping or letting it go.
And, I further know I can trust this because Paul is the other "part" keeping Gut Rumbles alive.
And, I know I can trust him...
So, I guess that makes it three then.
Three things I know I can trust and still two to cling to because Paul's been so balls-to-the-wall busy with work shit and whatnot that trying to cling to him would be like trying to cling to the outside of a jet in flight.

I'm cool with that.

For now.

*re-knots rope and digs fingernails in deeply*

*tight, totally fake grin*

So.
I'm off to work on "Guitar Man" and the house.
Do a little of one, then some of the other, back and forth, til they're both done.
But...
Rob first.

Always.

Peace

Posted by: Stevie at 07:18 AM

Comments

1 You're doing an excellent job with GR hon. Thank you *hugs*.

Posted by: Chablis at December 17, 2006 08:01 AM (tMoUV)

2 This Jew Yawker is also diggin GR ... excellent job, and you deserve mad props for what you're doing.

Rob Smith ... the legend never dies.

By the way, I LOVE-LOVE-LOVE Def Leppard. I only wish I had gotten to see Steve Clark perform.

Posted by: Erica at December 17, 2006 01:28 PM (n1ABe)

3 Thank you both very much.
It's a total pleasure to do.

Posted by: Stevie at December 17, 2006 07:50 PM (cK5Sn)






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