I'm supposed to be cooking....

But, noooooo.

I had to check my email.
(Truth? Okay, truth. The first thing I hafta do to start the whole cooking machine in motion this time is peel a buncha got-damned potatos, so sitting here instead, doing a post about nail tips among other things, is really understandable, no?)

Anyway...
I got some really cool pictures of the SRV statue from Surfie.
One in particular has got me going in both a good way, and a way that is completely new to me as far as Stevie Ray

I mean, he's evoked similar feelings in certain ways before... like when I watch him play and see his facial expressions and watch his hands which are just so powerful and masterful and sexy that they can increase my heart rate just talkin' about it.
But, to think of him, himself, in that context...

Woo, baby.
(Is it hot in here? *looks around*)

Wanna see what I'm talkin' about?
Wanna see how far astray this shit has led me now?
Instead of doing the June Cleaver "potato salad and cookies from scratch" shit that I've been meaning to do for days now, I'm sittin' here looking up this kinda stuff.

Pay particular attention to the memorial's shadow there.

Impressive, ain't he it?
*giggles*

The email I got had a similar, even better, picture like that, but it is soooo big, I hafta figure out how to make it smaller so I can upload it in less than 9 straight days.
(I hate this goddamned dialup...)
(No, DSL is not available in my area. Now do ya see why I was so surprised by the road stripe?)

Anyway...
I got my nails done, so now I can't type two words without misspelling three because I hafta get used to 'em all over again.
But, it is nice to have 'em back.

Between them and the POW bracelet, I feel so much better.

I know that sounds nuts and believe me, I am, but it 's true.

If ya think about it, the average person's perspective of themselves is pretty much limited to their arms and hands and down the front of 'em unless when they look down, all they see is boobs.
*grin*
In that case, your legs and feet become like yer face in that you hafta be lookin' to see them to see them.
(Yes, I know what I just said... )
Like your face in a mirror.
That's the only way you get to see it, right?
And, if you can't see past your boobs, you hafta want to see your legs, too.
So, by default, arms and hands kinda win out.
(Win what, exactly, I don't know, but you can see wy they'd be important to a bent-headed person such as myself, don'tcha?)
(Okay then.)

So, I feel more like the "myself" I actually like a little.

Which is good, except there's a possibility that this hair issue is related to grief.
If this is the case, I can understand it, but... I'm also gonna be completely bald before I ever even believe this... this "thing" about Rob dying, let alone get past it.

"This thing".
Indeed.
"This reality (that I cannot accept yet)".

*coupla minutes later spent staring at the blinking cursor*

See?
Bald.

Meanwhile, I've gotta go find my SRV CD's and get cooking.
(And, make potato salad and cookies and shit... *snerk*)

Peace, y'all...

Posted by: Stevie at 02:34 AM

Comments

1 Mornin' Stevie!

Let me see what I can do about the pictures. What I think I'll do is post them on either a Flickr or Photobucket site and then you can resize them there or download them directly. If that doesn't work, then I can try to tune them down and re-email.

I'll add a few more random, but truly neat shots from the surrounding area (onto the Flickr or Photobucket site).

I'll attack the pix and respond via email later this afternoon after I'm done working.

**hope the cooking turned out well...some say the secret ingredient is love; so, one has to wonder what LUST will do, right? LOL**

~~~~Surfie~~~

Posted by: Surfie at November 20, 2006 09:12 AM (G9g3v)

2 lol... and thank you for the help with the pictures.

And, "love" is an excellent "secret ingredient", yes.
But, "lust" must be a better one because that potato salad ROCKS this time.
I even impressed MYSELF with it.
*lol*

Now to go start the SRV CDs and the cookies...
*big grin*

Posted by: Stevie at November 20, 2006 02:24 PM (0EWkA)






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