Hot damn... it's working this time... so far.

The house is still as clean as it was when I got done with it the other day.

I just did a load of wash and I don't think I've washed more'n about 10 dishes at once yet.
These are both "as opposed to having to wash them on an as needed basis" like I was doing for a while there.

My sleep patterns are still wonky, but hell... they have been my whole life, anyway.
I remember Johnny Carson with brown hair.
(Yes, even as a kid, I was usually up late enough to watch "The Tonight Show".)

Went and saw the horses yesterday, too.
Shitheads made me walk allllllllllll the way down the stupid field to where they were in the trees, though.
Then, after I'd sprayed 'em and they saw I had CARROTS!, they followed me alllllllll the way back to the gate.

I've been up since 1am.
Like I said, the dishes and wash are done and I now have NatLamp's Family Vacation on, with about 8 more movies "on deck", and I'm about to finally re-do my nails.
Tired of not being able to scratch an itch worth a shit.

Then, I've got another cake waitin' to be made... this time it's gonna be a spice cake with butter cream icing.

And, I hafta feed the outside dogs, check the rest of the critters, get to the bank before 3pm, make dinner later and whatever else presents itself, I guess.

All in all, I'm riding this shit instead of it riding me.
And, yeah... when I see Rob's face in my mind now, he's smiling.

I feel level.
Balanced.
Easy.

And, I don't even have a feeling or sense of "watch it, this is when bad shit likes to happen."
I know that it's true, but I don't believe it's gonna go that way.
*knocks on skull in lieu of wood just because*
*grin*

And, whatever DOES happen to happen will be handled.

This can be done.

Now... off to the "manicure station" in front of the TV.

Peace

Posted by: Stevie at 05:40 AM

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