I swear to somebody else, God hates me...

I just went to the gas station to get cigarettes, right?
Not even two whole miles.

And, it's not enough, I guess, that I get to feel like shit because I'm currently not working and don't have a horse worth a shit and am fatter than I wanna be, yadda, yadda....
Nope.
Alla that, plus turning 43 in less than 10 days isn't enough.

Oh noooooo....

In a "less-than-10-minute-trip" what do I have to see?
Twice, going and coming back?

Some fuckin' BITCH on an Appaloosa.

Swear to FUCK, I'm about to throw myself off an overpass in front of a fuckin' truck.

Thanks, God.
You're real fuckin' funny.
NOT.

(Oh yes, I just loooove going to buy cigarettes and ending up in tears....)

Posted by: Stevie at 09:31 AM

Comments

1 43 that is still young. You have a long way to go.

Posted by: Catfish at April 21, 2006 10:37 AM (bNLyw)

2 You don't like Appaloosa's?

Posted by: jamesoldguy at April 21, 2006 11:02 AM (s5wS/)

3 I dunno, Cat.
My stupid mom died when she was 43...

And, here's the reply I emailed to James...

Oh, quite the opposite.
I looove Appaloosas.
In fact, I've spent the last 10 months searching in
vain for an App... since my last "best friend with
four hooves" died on me last June 9th.

I think that not being able to find one is what is
doing me the most harm, mentally.

I am absolutely convinced that, somewhere, probably
closer than I know, there is a good horse, a beautiful
App, standing in a crappy barn, or a dirt pasture,
wondering why nobody loves him anymore and I DO, I
just can't find him.

It's friggin' killing me...

(Okay... off to bawl about it again... shit.)

Posted by: Stevie at April 21, 2006 11:14 AM (vfTdZ)

4 (((Awww Stevie)))
Have faith, you'll get your Appy soon.

Posted by: Maeve at April 21, 2006 06:49 PM (b/7xM)

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