Wow...

Just got done talking to Andy's son. He is an amazing young man. He's 24 now. Last time I saw him, I think he was 14. Married, living on the East Coast...very level-headed and good hearted, just like his Dad. Those two have hearts bigger'n saddle blankets, they do.
To finally be able to talk to somebody who knows....whew. I haven't felt this 'light' in years. He took such a load offa me...I was finally able to say to someone who cared that I'm sorry to this day that I didn't walk into the bar that night.
And....I found out that Grant does care. And, I told Rich what Andy wanted me to tell Grant-simply that he forgave Grant, before he died, for the way it had been growing up and when it was bad between them-and he said he'll tell him that. Hell, it may even help Grant to finally be told that. I don't give a damn who he hears it from, as long as he hears it. That was one of my biggest burden/blame/self-beating-up things....that I wasn't able to do what Andy asked me to do.
It'll be done, now.

I have NEVER taken so many deep, cleansing kinda breaths before in my life.

I think I may just go on to bed. I feel like I'll be able to sleep better than I have for a loooong time.

Thank you, Andy. You have a really great kid, there. Ya did good.

Posted by: Stevie at 02:34 AM

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