I might...I just might...
So.
I went to bed around 1:30 or 2:00am and I'm up already.
Rancid mind-movies will do that.
I had a bad dream that Eric left me, but he wouldn't tell me why. He wouldn't touch me and he got a look on his face like he smelled shit every time I said I love him. I remember some shit about somebody having faked 'proof' of whatever he was pissed about and my Dad was there. He said I could come stay with him, but for some reason, I wound up putting everything back into this apartment I used to have. Then some guy I thought I recognized from TV kept trying to take my paper towels and cleaning stuff.
I can also remember throwing an ID bracelet up into a tree several times, but it kept falling out, so I kept it. Then, I threw it through a window where I could see Eric and he couldn't find it to throw it back out. There was also a scene where I was in a car being driven by some guy. He drove straight through a guardrail (with no injury or damage...like it wasn't even there) and I could see-plus I know the place in real life-that the car was gonna just sink in this hellacious mud and never be seen again. Nope. Drove along like it was on asphalt.
A few more scenes with the "I hate you and I ain't telling you why" Eric and I woke up.
And, started crying.
Fuckin' with coffee filters before a cuppa coffee is bad enough. Fuckin' with coffee filters when ya NEED a cuppa coffee and can't see shit for crying is a real pain.
Then, I found my (stupid, useless) Nextel cell. I had his charging and it's gone now, so it's with him. Good. I need to talk to him for just a second or two.
Ya THINK it'll let me connect?
NO!
It keeps telling me he's 'unavailable'....not a word I'm likin' much right now.
The comments and attitude of the asshole who did the dumb shit is starting to piss me off. They had the time to do all the retarded shit they did, but now are whining about undoing it. The auther shouldn't HAVE TO undo what you did, you fucking twat. If ya had the time to fuck it up....you MAKE the time to fix it.
What gets me, is that the author is even remotely surprised by it...that it was done or that it's being un-done when the bonehead who did it FEELS like undoing it. (Then whines about it...) This isn't the first time this individual has displayed near-pyschotic tendencies in regard to this particular blog-author, among other things.
This 'juvenile prankster' isn't the ONLY reason I've cooled offa this blog soooo much. They do happen to be the FIRST reason I got disgusted oh those many months ago, however.
Watching the public interactions between the author and the idiot has shown me that the author wasn't who I thought they were when I found them. Matter of fact, the author pretty much brought all this on themselves. In many, many ways.
And, I don't think trust has much to do with it, either.
More like a "I played with your 'most-valuable thing', so I guess I'd better let ya play with (one of) mine, too...damn." kinda deal. So, the party of the second part shat all over the 'valuable thing' belonging to the party of the first part, in public and left it that way until way after the original author returned to the blog.
Which is pretty close to what the second-party pinhead probably feels was done to them way back when....even if it WAS their fault the first party even had an opportunity to do that in the first place. And, I don't know (oh YES I DO) what they expected, anyway. Stupid, juvenile, unnecessary horseshit all around.
But, deep in my gut, I know who started it from day one. It wasn't the blog author. BUT...since my rabbit , then my horse just died AND I had a horror-dream, I probably shouldn't get into it right now. Ya know? Wouldn't wanna have any mis-directed rage or loathing, right?
No fear. The loathing started MONTHS ago.
Oh...and remember the asshole 'bear guy' who got killed a coupla months ago and then they killed the bear who killed him...(bravo you fucking asshole for getting bears killed...)? Well, this is kinda the same. The asshat who did all this has the blog-author so pissed, they are now threatening to kill animals. Good going, you bleeding asshole. Hope it was worth it. They'd do it, too. They've done it before, with less reason.
What brilliantly perfect karma it would be if the joke-perpetrating assmunch was somehow mauled by an animal.
But, like I said...I probably shouldn't get into this right now...just in case....(seeing how I already did. Oh, well...) TONIGHT ON FOX TV: When guest-bloggers get stupid.....and authors attack. Jesus. Update @ 1145am....HA! I'm not the only one...
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And... yeah, I kinda agree with you about all the bullshit at "that blog". Both are being so fricking whiney, though. Damn.
You'll have to tell me sometime how you remember your dreams. Maybe I'm just getting too old to call mine back when I wake, I dunno.
Posted by: pam at January 22, 2004 08:20 AM (/abAh)
Gee, was I too obvious, there? (About that stupid shit?...lol)
And...
I wish I didn't remember this one....geez.
Posted by: Stevie at January 22, 2004 08:53 AM (b4WVs)
I understand you point about the blogger-fight. I posted about it yesterday. I had been cooling off on the blog in question for a while myself, for my own reasons. I'm not sure if the content had changed or if I had changed in the way I viewed the content, but in either case, the blog didn't speak to me in the same way it once did.
Posted by: Jack at January 22, 2004 10:45 AM (RbYsL)
As to the other...I know EXACTLY what you mean. I've talked to two other people who've been wondering what in thee HELL is goin' on over there for the past few months, too.
Glad to know we aren't the only three.
(lol)
Posted by: Stevie at January 22, 2004 11:30 AM (EKx9F)
Posted by: Kenna at January 23, 2004 03:34 AM (SstK3)
Posted by: Mr. Useless at January 24, 2004 03:05 PM (1ekLW)
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